I KNOW YOUR DIRTY LITTLE SECRET! XDDDDDDDDDDDD
I LOVED LOVED LOVED YESTERDAY LOTS AND LOTS! di's family FINALLY came to our house after like dunno how long and i FINALLY got to see di! i haven't seen her for like ages la! i missed her so much. her family came over to visit but di came later as she went out first. and seriously, the waiting for her to come was like killing me! before she came, i wasn't really in a good mood because uh yeah HAHA. the gay guys, my brother and rafi, di's smaller brother, played counter strike on the laptop and seeing i had nothing else to do, i just watched them play. omg i swear rafi's laughs are seriously contagious! when he starts laughing, its so hard to not laugh along with him, even though its not funny. seriously! and every single time he starts laughing at anything at all, it just sets me off laughing. WTH! HAHAHA. and it was hilarious watching the gay guys play and getting themselves killed. HAHA! and my attempt to be a bimbo failed miserably. HMPHHHH. not my fault okay! they were being so rough to me! its the temptation of being mean. HEHH. and the whole time i was like 'when is di coming! when is di coming!' HAHA. then then then... she finally came! man, she totally lightened up the mood and atmosphere. and i totally screamed when i saw her. HAHAHA. omg DIYANAAAAAAA! HAHAHA every single time i think abt her i just start laughing. it was super hilarious yesterday can! we could just look at each other and start giggling and laughing. she couldn't even stop smiling! HAHAHA and i made her blush! and omg rauf, di's older brother, was being SUPER ANNOYING! seriously! we were having "girl talk" and he just came into the room and being a busybody, pretending to be a girl. WTH. and he wouldn't leave the room! we did, however, lock the door when he went out for awhile, but then he came in by the window, giving us a scare. )))))))))): ooooooh we also surprised di with a birthday cake and she was so shocked, thinking that we were only joking. HAHA! HAHA go look at her blog for pics! oh man it was really really nice seeing her again. (((((((((((: HAHAHA HILARIOUS! nice nice day(:
i realised that i've been thinking alot about the past and all the memories lately. HAHA and reading my blog archives are like HAHAHA HILARIOUS. especially my sec ones entries. omg HAHAHA i was practically rolling on the floor laughing my ass off. i hate the person that i was. and i realised that all my post were all so depressed. well most of them were, the others were all just retarded and high. HAHA i didnt know i was THAT emo! but haha, i guess i'm not like that anymore, all thanks to you. thank you you(: and you too(:
but somehow, it all brought back memories and i miss those memories. i miss those happy moments that i used to share with everyone. i miss those times we shared as a team, bonding with each other. HAHA i still remember the time when the whole team attacked me with MAYONAISE on my birthday! and i remember the times when it was 6 aside and we didn't have to go to school at all so the whole day was spent with the team. oh how fun. and i still remember the incident that happened, and it caused our friendship to turn all topsy-turvy. i guess thats why we're so drifted apart now. i guess things just change as you grow older huh. but hey, i kinda like the change. even though i miss the old times, but i'm happy(: i guess life's like that, everything changes as you grow older. and as you move on, there's nothing you can do but think back about the past and the happy times, or how foolish you were, but you can't really turn back the clock no matter how much you want it to. you grow wiser and wiser by the day. all the mistakes i made and will make, i know i won't regret them, because at least i know that i got to learn something out of it. i can say that i've been through it before and i know how it feels like. maybe when i grow older, i could share my experience with my children or my grandchildren and they'll learn from my mistake. and it goes on and on.
where am i getting at? i have no idea. haha.
(5:15 PM)